荷 is a bound form (b.f.) that cannot stand alone; it appears only in compound words. The gloss 'carry on the back; load' corresponds to the pronunciation hè, but the input pinyin lists hé (which normally represents the 'lotus' sense). This row likely contains a tone error. In actual usage, you will encounter 荷 in compounds like 负荷 (fùhè, 'load, burden'), 荷载 (hèzài, 'load, charge'), and 荷重 (hèzhòng, 'load weight'). As a bound form, it always attaches to another morpheme.